insomniac

I am really having trouble sleeping tonight. I tried to go to bed 2.5 hours ago and right now I feel wide awake. My mind is swirling; maybe it's the caffeine intake for the day, maybe its everything that's in my consciousness right now. Whatever it is, I need it out of here... and fast. It's going to be the sucks tomorrow morning with my multitudes of meetings.

I'm going to write some stuff down here, maybe it'll make me tired, staring at this computer screen.

Current most enjoying records:
LCD Soundsystem - Sound of Silver / because it's a good sunny day record
Jesus & Mary Chain - Darklands / great stellar album from the mid 80s
The Knife - Silent Shout / recommended to me, approved by me
Voyager One - Afterhours in the Afterlife / buzzing guitars, noise, ambience, drums, happy.

I like lists apparently, as you can tell. Scott told me my blog is way too organized. Perhaps it is. I'm trying to organize my life, maybe too much. I got a million things I worry about, which I have put on myself. I don't exactly need these responsibilities at this moment in my life, but at the same time, I love the challenge and the new experiences. It might suck for a while, but it could also be endearing and rewarding. Only time will tell.